Once again Not Long Ago!!

Not long ago,
I called you my friend
To tell you that I am all ready
To Share your woes and sadness
In return I asked you to have all my bliss!!
But you thought I was not serious
And I was making fun of you!
But “No” my dear friend
I was serious then and now!!
Once again not long ago
I called you
Now I need you to come
I am feeling low and like a loser
I need your shoulder to lean on
A hand to dry my tears
But I know still you don’t believe me
How can I become so weak from so powerful?
How can I become needy from a giver?
But this is life my friend
You cannot always be strong
You too need some one
To give you hand and support
And this cycle of life goes on
Likewise we, friends and friendship!!
And friendship too survive
Keeps lingering on for forever!!!

Love the way you are!!

Never want to change your style
Don’t put mascara on your eyes!!
I still remember
Your fearless strolls on the street!!
When you wearing no makeup
And made my heart beat!!
I longed to look
In those innocent eyes!!
Which are lost somewhere
Beneath so many artificial layers!!
I yearn to talk those careless conversations
Which we made without any hesitations!!
Now your clever talks made me feel so lonely
It seems I have lost you already my Lovely!!
Though I still hear you sayin “You love me”
The fire in those words seems lost already!!
I told you “Don’t change” and I mean it
I still love you and its for the way you are!!!
Don’t watch over me, I am always waiting
It seems for something, you drifted a little far!!
Time is too less and don’t return too
Before we go too far
Let me say, I need forever, you!!
Just embrace me and Hold me tight
No aroma can make me feel good
I love the odor of your hairs!!
Can keep on repeating that I need you
Just play the game of love with me
With trust and be fair!!
The fire of old times
I feel is still burning, afar!!
Hold my grip a little tight, be original
I will always love you for the way you are!!!!

Defeat!!!!

Its when you get defeated
You will know how will it be like a winner!!
You know where to improve
You ask questions
Create a platform, to launch again!!
Get a feeling of disappointment
Though, nothing wrong in sitting for a moment
Catch up your breath
Make a plan again!!
Explore all your options
And see what went wrong!!
But don't get disgusted
Never let you down
You got a chance
Just to recalculate your option!!
This time
Give your best
See the sky
And have a winner smile!!
In fact one win, even for a winner
No guarantee to win every time!!
Its only persistence
Which will take far, into skies!!
So don't let defeat dishearten you!!
As you are just getting up
To avail the next chance
Let this defeat gives you
Power to withstand the time!!
Those are not powerful
Who win the fight!
Powerful are those
Who fall and again rise!!
So become more powerful
Show the world
Though time might be against you
Still you have the guts!!
To rise again
No matter how many times
Defeat let you down
Win avoid you!!
But you will be courageous
To stand again and again
Till time defeat accepts you
make a winner
not only for once
But for eternity to come
And forever you will remain a winner!!

Tears

They are few drops of water
Give courage when you falter!!
They are emotions, when you need
Someone who will never leave!!
Its when you feel love in your lover eyes
You feel lost when they cry!!
You try to give them strength
And hides your tears in vain!!
Let you drain all the fear
Give you the power when they are near!!
Its when you are full emotion
They are there when you need them most!!
Tears are gateway to heart
Don’t let them depart!!
Don’t show to everyone you across
Fail to know what you might be going through!!
Spend them with care, not every no and then
You never know when you gonna need them!!

Memories – A Poem

They give you pain
They make you cry
Still they are with you, Every time!!
They haunt you like a ghost
Give you sleepless nights!!
But nobody wanna lose them,
What a fight?
It is like a road with no end
Keep on walking with dismay!!
When they revolves before your eyes
Unknown faces comes to life!!
They are so deep in our emotion
Like a pearl in infinite ocean!!
They are yet our unfulfilled desires
We know they are surreal!!
Still we keep them inside
Wanna them to be real!!
Its when, there is no one around
We pick one and go back in time!!
Let tears of joy and dismay fall
Deep within they just smile!!

Love!!

You hear the music on lousy trips
Smile automatically stuck on your lips!!
You feel fingers in your hairs
There is some constant stare!!
Its when you day dream with open eyes
Your paramour smiles from that open skies!!
You feel some unknown power
You want to fly
Touch the sky!!
Bliss is there ever where
All desires seems like fulfilled!!
Birds chirping heard like love song
Night seems so long!!
You wake up in night
Kiss the pillow while hugging so tight!!
You know your love is forever
Time flows when you are together!!
Still when you ask yourself
“Am I in Love?”
You smile and don’t admit!!
Love is so pure and tender
You want all life to surrender!!
For just a moment to live together
You sacrifice all your life forever!!

I will survive, No matter what!!

Whenever I am alone
I am scared and I see no one !!
Whenever there is dead end
No one to support, even friend!!
Whenever I am stuck
I feel lost and like to give up!!
Tears starts to fall as I am scared
I didn’t ask, but things go so wrong!!
I don’t doubt but there is no escape
I want to rest but no solace!!
There are times of darkest despairs
Where ray of hope is hard to see!!
Sudden woes eclipse all the bliss
We require but there is no peace!!
We want explanation, but where
There is emptiness everywhere!!
Life feels so meaningless and no way out
I am so empty that want to shout!!
I want someone, someone to show
There is a hope and I have it too!!
But everyone is going its own way
Nobody has time, and what is there to say!!
I am so confused and terrified
Is there none who can be my guide!!
Is there no way or is it an end
How is it that I am going to stand!!
My skin is burning and lips are dry
Hands are trembling, do I have to die!!
Is there no silver lining or am I blind
Am I human or worst of its kind!!
Whatever, most likely I will simply give up
There is nothing left and seems fight is over!!
I sit down and watch myself get defeated
I feel disgusted and no way this is what I expected!!
If this end to everything and I have to die
Why before it, I can’t give a last try!!
If things cannot go more bad
What is there to be sad!!
Though whom all I know turned their faces
Still I have something here with me!!
I have me, and that’s not too less
I have to come out of this mess!!
The tears I shed are no more
There is an ocean within ready to be explored!!
All the defeats will soon be past
One win I need at last!!
Though the path ahead won’t be easy
But I haven’t even asked them to be easy!!
When living is worthless, its alright to survive
No matter what, just give your best, a last try!!
I may not win, but what is the harm
Night is always darkest in its last hour!!
Soon day has to come, it’s the cycle of time
Today I am trapped, Tomorrow it will be alright!!
Wins too don’t live forever and defeat don’t last
Vicious cycle of ups and downs is so fast!!
I have to just let them pass with a smile
I don’t know how, but I will survive!!

Lifetime in a second!!

You have lived
Life to its full extent!!
There were rules to follow
But you never bent!!
You always yearned for the best
No-doubt you got it all and the rest!!
You though ignored
Some promises to be fulfilled!!
But “Who has time”?
Keep busy yourself in more important
Escaping petty issues time to time!!
When your children needed you
You were busy in parties late night
When wife asked you
You felt what a waste of time?
No matter what you did
Still you felt a vacuum somewhere inside!
But “Who cares”
Always busy your chaotic mind?
Now who can escape death!!
It is now there at your feet step!!
You can see in her eyes
Your devastated face with a smile!
Now its when you realize
What about my children
What about my wife!!
Can I get some more time?
Live, Little more time!!
But now they have changed
Now they don’t have time!!
Its when you open your eyes
Find yourself in arms of your wife!!
You too tighten your grip
Its when she feel your tears!!
She whispers her love in your ears!!
You want as moment to not to end
Seems like whole life in that second!!

Holi! Festival of Colors for Love!

When she passes by
Sometimes looks into his eyes!
Sometimes just ignore his presence!
He ain't sure how to start the talk!
How to speak
What to say, for those untold talks!
Though he know she knows he look at her
She doesn't mind his constant stare at her!
Still where to start
How to give away their inhibitions!
Now there is a chance
Color of Festivals! holi is near!
Colors are themselves says nothing to fear!
For he knows she too looks at him
And the fire he has
She has it too!
He will love to Gulal her face!
He knows she will love it too!
He is waiting for Holi
So are we - I and you!
God bless what a festival of colors!
As it spread love everywhere
Why keep yourself spared too!
Happy holi my friends!
Try not to make others angry
But spread Love, happiness and colors!
Play with caution
No throwing of balloons
But only love, care and smiles!
Have fun and play safe!
Don't drink too much
If mandatory, don't drive!!
Have great Holi, the fest of colors
Happy Holi, the festival of colors!!

Most Beautiful Girl

You are the most pretty girl I've ever seen!
You are all that a man will ever need!
Its the fragrance of your body
keeps you in my memory all night!
Your velvet touch
want me to hold you one more time!
Why is it that words simply cannot explain
My love for you, gets so wild sometime!
I act like crazy when I see you around
I cannot concentrate and I want to scream so Loud
"I Love you"!!

World seems to come to an end
When you ignore me, even in dream!
I want all you attention and all your love
I want our unconditional love never come to an end!
Its not simple as words fail
Still I want each and everyone to know my love tale!
"I Love You"!!

You are mine, gives me so much assurance
Don’t think of leaving me never, never a chance!
The day will be, baby, surely last of my life
When with every breath I forgot to think you!
I cannot stay on this earth without your presence
Why not I fall apart for thing that make you smile!
But my words will remain forever in the world
Forever, everlasting for eternities to come
"I Love You"!!

Just give your life a chance!!

It is not easy
to fight with your destiny!
Whenever it seems
things are getting alright!
What you feel
it’s a plight!
It makes you laugh
with so much pain!
That you cry
what will happen next!
What more worse can happen
What more has to happen!
Its when eyes cannot see
the darkness blinds your eyes!
The tears of helplessness
Falls down your eyes!
You want to see a ray of hope
Past failures gives you tremor!
You ask yourself
Will this quest ever end!
Is there zenith of love somewhere?
Or its just written in books
Adage, utter useless non-sense!
You expect more worse to come
Get scared with each passing time!
But its when you feel a ray of hope
If you have to die.. die
But why don't give it a try!
Eventually when you say
death will make you free!
From all the pains and uncertainties!
Why don't just see and watch
What next has to come!
And it might be worthless
But at least take your chance!
Who knows you might get it
And the best part of destiny
Might has to get unfold!
Just give your life a chance
You won't be disappointed in last!!!

Love!! So Simple

Though I don't tell you everyday
But I mean it, I look at you every time!!
When you smile, give me a hug, so tight!
The power of love, is always so much behind!!
I try to say but words are so limited
Can they express so much of emotions?
The longings I feel, the cravings I have
The depth of your love, keeps my lips silent!!
Though I tried to show my love, always
by the things I do...
I know you notice and reply with that precious smile!!
I sometimes feel the urge to say
looking into those dark lovely eyes!!
Still I know we don't need those formal words
Which are always fails to define!!
Makes so limited sense
Where our cravings for each other..
cannot be simply expressed!!
I want to be so uncomplicated
Want you to be so real yet so cherished!!
Don't wear makeup, makes hides you within layers
Without it, You are so attractive, just like an angel!!
So let our love to be childly
perfect & cute, Untold yet expressed!!
Don't sometime just saying "I Love You"
Gives your heart a natural everlasting smile!!
Its when lips remains unsounded
Yet you hear me say!!
I need you, I want you forever to stay!!
Lets remain our love, so childlike, so simple
Why make it by saying, complex
When gets expressed on its own!!
Its love!! So simple!!
Will remain for eternity and forever!!

Have Courage my friend!!

Not sure why this is happening
Wave of confusion is infused in air!!
Everybody is somewhere engrossed
I don't know why but seems to me not fair!!
Despite everyone knows these basic facts
For some unforeseen reason they do ignore!!
Why don't they listen and introspect
They can change the world and for sure!!
They just have to look once in the self
And the voice they have suppressed within!!
Anything can be changed and should be
Just give a chance to suppressed voice within!!
Though everybody realizes this in the end
But why not now when it is the time!!
Life is not that big and immortal
That can be wasted just for a dime!!
Give a heed to those unheard words
And entire universe can be changed!!
No matter how difficult it looks
Just try to give it a chance!!
You may never know, you come out a winner
World might remain loud, you get the peace!!
At least in this stinking world
You bloom like a flower with smile so sweet!!
Friend, Don't wait till its too late
And change might hard to come by!!
Just address now to that inner voice
And speak to that a big Hi!!!
I know you can do that
And I know its so true!!
You are my friend and have the will
to implement it too!!
So do it Man and Stand with the light
to show the way to thousand others
There are lot more waiting
Waiting to be guided like mother!!
Lets create and spread the peace
So peace that all around you see!!
You find nothing else
But faces with bliss and peace within!!

Love! So hard to tell

Don't know why
but it happens!!
You find it hard to tell
You keep it to inner most shell!!
Those sacred words which are hard to find
Though when she is around, always on your mind!!
Still you just smile, instead to say
Hoping she to know, some or the other way!!
But time just passes by
feeling of losing her, gives you shiver!
You cull all your might and all your power!!
You stop her in the midway, just about to speak
Your energy though melts and heartbeat is on peak!!
You mumble some inaudible words
She pretends as if she has just heard!!
You wait for her answer to come!
She looks at you as if about to run!!
When she keeps the mum, you ask her again
"Don't you love, if no tell me straight?"
She smiles at you and keep everything in suspense!!
When You are about to lose control and walk away
She say in feeble voice, "Cannot you just stay"
You feel like a heaven and want to hold her tight!!
She looks at you with smile, with so much of love in her eye!!

One day This War

One day, when the war will be over
I will see the smile in those eyes!!
Which looks at me now
with questions unanswered!!
I am not sure If I can turn back times
or I can assure you !!
Hurts that you all got
will be healed on its own!!
Still I want to assure you
Things will be alright!!
You are not alone!!
I too am having this war within!!
Lady! This war is what keeps us alive!!
Just don't let tear fall from eye
War don't make me feel scared
Its the water into your eyes!!
I am in bliss with you!
No matter how many wars come and go!!
Just hold my hand tight!!
And Please don't let me go!!
Your love is all I have!!
and there is so peace within!!
War will be over soon!!
So the life!!
All we will be left with
the love and peace within!!