I AM

I am alone
I am not alone
I am in crowd
I am without anyone
I am sad, defeated and lost
I am winner, achieving and hopeful
I am yet a contradiction
I am full of paradox
I am living
I will die
I am yet another human being
.. living for love, to be loved
I am .. what I was
I am .. will change in near future
I am not God
I will be with him
I will be him one day
I am that
I am That
I am .. is forever

Sometimes

Sometimes it is hard to feel...
What you gain is bliss or woe
Sometimes you keep on expecting something unexpected,
Without any hope of the end.
Sometimes a few vague dreams appear more real
You even tries to escape into them
Sometimes eyes are wet though they wanna cry.
Despite the bliss you are in.
Sometimes you start to like s0me stranger,
when you don't even know the name.
cannot dare to name, whatever it is all.
Since sometimes even mere thought can destroy.
Those tender feelings..
Which one used to keep inside, somewhere deep.
Sometimes it took lifetime to uncover them,
.. but those feelings are so pure,
.. meager words cannot make them real.
Still many a times you want to lose into crowd..
Aloof want to look for sometime, smiles unknowingly,
with tears in eyes..
Ain't it great that we all share the same feelings,
But sometimes unknowingly look in some deep strange eyes,
.. And want to know how it all feel?

Love

It may just a word..
Though undefined yet so full of life
I have felt so many times
So near me that I cherish
Those unforgettable moments
Never before I tried to say it loud
I saw it fading away
Looking so meaningless
Strangely I just whispered half
And kept it silent
Then I felt
Tender hands all over me
making me see what love can be

My Will Power

I know the day is not far
I know the struggle ain't over yet
Things looked so close once,
Now are miles apart
Perhaps, those few words..
which I still feel around me
That you are with me..
I know the power of faith..
I knew I almost rediscovered myself..
when you said "I have faith in you"
and I knew then you meant that
That was true..
And I still somewhere deep within
I cherish your strength within me..
Thanks for being so close..
Thanks for being me..
I know you..
You are my power..
You are my WILL POWER
I know with you..
There cannot be any unconquered battle..
No day can go in woe
Only bliss is there to remain.
I know somehow.
that will be forever..
And moment is just begun.

Silence

Since time so long
There was so much uproar
Now things are moving too fast
even voice seems fading in air

Shadow

Once it followed me
Though in night it seems lost my path
still with sun it comes to me
Joins me in everything I do
However death keeps it with it
And I leaves alone
Such is a shadow of mine
With me when I am live
Sadly I leave alone this world.. always

Noon

Burning Desires
can fire a heart full of hopes
make you vanish in those lost empires
which are never there
nor they ever existed
But a shadow of reality
make one feel like a noon
in coldest time of night.

Defeat

I heard someone
I am already so much defeated
That I cannot be conquered!!
What a way to fight a war
Where everyone is simply invincible
And yet everyone is loser
Since it is life my dear
And in last only acceptor wins.
So be a loser and change defeat to forever win.

Peace!!!

So far undefeated..
However not invincible
The inner peace is still to be explored
and yet to be conquered!!
So my love
be peace and conquer
and always feel the bliss
which otherwise is hard to get
In chaos of this world.

Sadness!!!

Distant screams..
tend to make you feel sad!
However always feel that pure silence..
pure bliss
inside your heart
Will take your sadness away..
Far.. so far
Nobody can touch that
And you won't feel sad about it anymore!!!