I AM

I am alone
I am not alone
I am in crowd
I am without anyone
I am sad, defeated and lost
I am winner, achieving and hopeful
I am yet a contradiction
I am full of paradox
I am living
I will die
I am yet another human being
.. living for love, to be loved
I am .. what I was
I am .. will change in near future
I am not God
I will be with him
I will be him one day
I am that
I am That
I am .. is forever

Sometimes

Sometimes it is hard to feel...
What you gain is bliss or woe
Sometimes you keep on expecting something unexpected,
Without any hope of the end.
Sometimes a few vague dreams appear more real
You even tries to escape into them
Sometimes eyes are wet though they wanna cry.
Despite the bliss you are in.
Sometimes you start to like s0me stranger,
when you don't even know the name.
cannot dare to name, whatever it is all.
Since sometimes even mere thought can destroy.
Those tender feelings..
Which one used to keep inside, somewhere deep.
Sometimes it took lifetime to uncover them,
.. but those feelings are so pure,
.. meager words cannot make them real.
Still many a times you want to lose into crowd..
Aloof want to look for sometime, smiles unknowingly,
with tears in eyes..
Ain't it great that we all share the same feelings,
But sometimes unknowingly look in some deep strange eyes,
.. And want to know how it all feel?