Blind Love

I know you feel nothing.
It is alright too.
As love never asks
anything in return!
I want a vow, if possible.
Though I cannot compel
If you ever feel anything,
Just don't suppress it!
Let that feeling come out in the open.
Though I know it will never happen, ever!
But I know you feel something too.
But you are keeping a blind eye on it.
As if I don't mean anything to you,
But I have seen it several times.
My tears  in your eyes!!!

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Alone

Waiting for a knock,

Waiting for something to tell me,

I am still alive. 

Not dead.

But then it appears that ages went by.

but nothing changed.

No one called me.

No one told me. 

I am alive.

I doubted myself.

Who am I? 

And then one day,

I was told 

I am alone!!!

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Uncertainty

There will be times in life when
When you are afraid to take a step forward,
We don't know what is there on the other side.
However, be sure 
Such times in life are not uncommon.
And they are more likely to visit those
Who tried to escape them?
Also 
If you are afraid to take your next step, now
But you will be forced to take it somehow.
Don't be afraid.
In some way or another,
We all have such times in our lives.
When we are not sure 
But we have to go blindly to find
Without knowing, what is there on the other side?
But also keep it in your heart. 
Before we put our foot forward in the unknown,.
If you fear now, you will always fear.
Nothing can give you assurance about what is there.
And when such uncertainties are not uncommon,
What is there to fear?
So, be a warrior. 
Go boldly to discover the unknown.
As the ways may not be familiar,.
But be sure they were created by someone more powerful than you!!!

Desire

 

My touch,  your kiss.

My longing for you, I miss.

A caress so featherily

To wake you from sleep.

You give up all shyness,

to take me in your heart, deep

I want to go slow 

You want jumpy start.

I loosen my grip

Let go control match you fast.

I see all those red feelings,

In your deep eyes.

As if you don't want to go

All my desires.

Eventually when we end,

Still in each other's embrace

We don't want to leave 

As we have more to go!!!

 

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 Tender Touches

I knew you loved the feeling,

Your face said it all.

When there was a dew

on your lips, ready to fall.

The sky raged and poured 

But I remembered your smile

When you opened your arms 

Collecting the rain-drops for a while.

I knew,

The drizzles never bothered you

You loved those tender touches

When water falls on you.

I know, somewhere in my heart, 

You are so near, though you are not,

I still stand in thundering rain, afraid

Trying to feel you on my skin, though I fraught!!!

Nothing comes back,

My heart says.

But I know my love

Tender touches, always, Stays!!! 

    

  

 

Love, So Pure

The moment I looked at you
And you gave me all your attention,
What can be more pure then this
It is love, in its purest form!!
The moment I hold your hand,
You let all 'Let Go', to hold my fingers
It is all love, It is all I have!!
Just to look in your eyes,
'Myself' that I all see,
So innocent love can be!!!,
So nothing leaves, nothing you get
This is all we accept,
Love in purest form!!!
Love, So Pure!!
Just by losing all
We gain everything!!!

Tears in my eyes

The moment I got the feeling
I lost someone
I dared myself to question the intent
I tried to laugh
when I know
I will loss myself
A tear tried to fall from my eyes
But I am still holding it
somewhere inside me!!
Tears unfolded
story untold
how much I cared
how much I longed
but still it drifted away afar
But I kept holding on
I cried inside
but not a tear, let fall!!!
They are part of me
Still part with me
For events that made me sad
I am alone but never was
Though Tears have been shed
But I have still in my eyes!!!

Love So Near

Its love so near

yet so far!!

A hand so velvet 

but cannot be touched!!

The voice so sensual

always ringing in my ears!!

Like a thought which cannot be real!!

Still I long for the words

to express myself!!

Though I know 

You cannot hear!!

But one day, perhaps,

They will reach you!!

Impasse in Life

Struggling to give a logical conclusion

Not strike by one!

Life is an impasse

With no definite outcome!!

I have witnessed 

people struggling to find a aim!

Limiting to a cocoon 

Failed to find one!!

Seen people getting indulged 

in something out of ordinary!!

So where is the answer

To the question of life

Is it just to be spend like that!!

With no objective

With no Aim!!!

Slipping from my fingers

Like a sand!!

I am still standing watching Sun  at Dusk

Who is smiling exactly same

Like the Sun at Dawn!!!

Suggesting never ending Life

With no aim and no objective

which at least this limited mind can understand!!

It is my impasse in life

Though subdued for now...

don't know when will it wake up again!!

Till then I am also waiting 

for life to wake up again!!

Tender Touch

I recall sometimes
those moments give me smile
feeling of completeness
the way you touched me first time.
The innocence I saw in those eyes
and the smile kept me beguiled
wanting to hold my hand
Finding ways to touch and caress!!
Those tender moments are still hiding
I see sometimes within me!!

Never too late

At times,
When I am about to give up!!
When I see I am not moving any further.
When everything is a big blow
And disappointments are piling up.
No matter what I do,
I don't see any positive sign
My tears find ways to spill down
And lips gets dried up..
And the effort I make
Don't add to give me success
Failure seems to be only thing I might get
and the moment I am about to give up
I just hear somewhere within me
Wait a second
Just have little more patience
Things will be alright
It is never too late
I keep on sticking
Hoping one day, not too far
Things will come out exceptional
As I know too
It is never too late

युद्ध

कुछ उलझते हुए से
कुछ खुद से लडते हुए से
विचारो का युद्ध हूँ मैं!
कभी बोझिल हुआ तो
नाउमीदी का दरवाज़ा
खटखटा दिया!
दरवाज़ा कभी खुला नहीं!
बस उम्मीद रही के
लड़ते है विचार
खुद थक कर बेठ जाएंगे !
मगर मेरे चुपचाप बेठ जाने पर
हावी हो जाते है मुझ पर!
बस उम्मीद है कभी
इस जनम में न सही
पर किसी जनम में तो
यह मेरे अपने होंगे
मेरे साथ होंगे
मेरे है तो मेरा कहा मानेगे
मेरे खिलाफ मेरा अपने
विचार मुछसे तो नहीं युद्ध करेंगे!!!

जिंदगी बनाम यात्रा

उलझनों के बीच से
गुज़रती जिंदगी !
कब बेबसी का शिकार होजाती है!
और चलती रहती है यात्रा!
मंजिलो की तलाश में!
मंजिल, जो है ही नहीं
और मौत तो मंजिल है भी नहीं!
वो तो चिन्ह है यात्रा के ख़तम होने का!
फिर पाना क्या है जिंदगी को!
हर कोई क्या पाना चाहता है!
प्रश्नों का दोर चलता रहता है!
वक़्त मगर गुज़र जाता है!
यात्रा भी ख़तम हो जाती है!
मंजिल भी मिल नहीं पाती है!
और पाने को क्या था ..
प्रशन , प्रशन रह जाता है!

New Begining

With the Dawn everyday
I get this feeling..
I am not alone
I am not sad
I am not heartbreak
I am not lost
I have just started
It is a new begining everyday!!!!

Beyond World

Its just I am looking somewhere beyond
Where even Sky falls to knees
And Mountains don't remain so high
Where Oceans are too small!!
Where Love is meaningless
Nothing to Sympathies
No feeling, nothing to kept within!!
Tears falls without a reason
Lips Smile, always
Bliss remains, within layers
Beyond anything recognized!!

Once again Not Long Ago!!

Not long ago,
I called you my friend
To tell you that I am all ready
To Share your woes and sadness
In return I asked you to have all my bliss!!
But you thought I was not serious
And I was making fun of you!
But “No” my dear friend
I was serious then and now!!
Once again not long ago
I called you
Now I need you to come
I am feeling low and like a loser
I need your shoulder to lean on
A hand to dry my tears
But I know still you don’t believe me
How can I become so weak from so powerful?
How can I become needy from a giver?
But this is life my friend
You cannot always be strong
You too need some one
To give you hand and support
And this cycle of life goes on
Likewise we, friends and friendship!!
And friendship too survive
Keeps lingering on for forever!!!

Love the way you are!!

Never want to change your style
Don’t put mascara on your eyes!!
I still remember
Your fearless strolls on the street!!
When you wearing no makeup
And made my heart beat!!
I longed to look
In those innocent eyes!!
Which are lost somewhere
Beneath so many artificial layers!!
I yearn to talk those careless conversations
Which we made without any hesitations!!
Now your clever talks made me feel so lonely
It seems I have lost you already my Lovely!!
Though I still hear you sayin “You love me”
The fire in those words seems lost already!!
I told you “Don’t change” and I mean it
I still love you and its for the way you are!!!
Don’t watch over me, I am always waiting
It seems for something, you drifted a little far!!
Time is too less and don’t return too
Before we go too far
Let me say, I need forever, you!!
Just embrace me and Hold me tight
No aroma can make me feel good
I love the odor of your hairs!!
Can keep on repeating that I need you
Just play the game of love with me
With trust and be fair!!
The fire of old times
I feel is still burning, afar!!
Hold my grip a little tight, be original
I will always love you for the way you are!!!!

Defeat!!!!

Its when you get defeated
You will know how will it be like a winner!!
You know where to improve
You ask questions
Create a platform, to launch again!!
Get a feeling of disappointment
Though, nothing wrong in sitting for a moment
Catch up your breath
Make a plan again!!
Explore all your options
And see what went wrong!!
But don't get disgusted
Never let you down
You got a chance
Just to recalculate your option!!
This time
Give your best
See the sky
And have a winner smile!!
In fact one win, even for a winner
No guarantee to win every time!!
Its only persistence
Which will take far, into skies!!
So don't let defeat dishearten you!!
As you are just getting up
To avail the next chance
Let this defeat gives you
Power to withstand the time!!
Those are not powerful
Who win the fight!
Powerful are those
Who fall and again rise!!
So become more powerful
Show the world
Though time might be against you
Still you have the guts!!
To rise again
No matter how many times
Defeat let you down
Win avoid you!!
But you will be courageous
To stand again and again
Till time defeat accepts you
make a winner
not only for once
But for eternity to come
And forever you will remain a winner!!

Tears

They are few drops of water
Give courage when you falter!!
They are emotions, when you need
Someone who will never leave!!
Its when you feel love in your lover eyes
You feel lost when they cry!!
You try to give them strength
And hides your tears in vain!!
Let you drain all the fear
Give you the power when they are near!!
Its when you are full emotion
They are there when you need them most!!
Tears are gateway to heart
Don’t let them depart!!
Don’t show to everyone you across
Fail to know what you might be going through!!
Spend them with care, not every no and then
You never know when you gonna need them!!

Memories – A Poem

They give you pain
They make you cry
Still they are with you, Every time!!
They haunt you like a ghost
Give you sleepless nights!!
But nobody wanna lose them,
What a fight?
It is like a road with no end
Keep on walking with dismay!!
When they revolves before your eyes
Unknown faces comes to life!!
They are so deep in our emotion
Like a pearl in infinite ocean!!
They are yet our unfulfilled desires
We know they are surreal!!
Still we keep them inside
Wanna them to be real!!
Its when, there is no one around
We pick one and go back in time!!
Let tears of joy and dismay fall
Deep within they just smile!!