Once again Not Long Ago!!

Not long ago,
I called you my friend
To tell you that I am all ready
To Share your woes and sadness
In return I asked you to have all my bliss!!
But you thought I was not serious
And I was making fun of you!
But “No” my dear friend
I was serious then and now!!
Once again not long ago
I called you
Now I need you to come
I am feeling low and like a loser
I need your shoulder to lean on
A hand to dry my tears
But I know still you don’t believe me
How can I become so weak from so powerful?
How can I become needy from a giver?
But this is life my friend
You cannot always be strong
You too need some one
To give you hand and support
And this cycle of life goes on
Likewise we, friends and friendship!!
And friendship too survive
Keeps lingering on for forever!!!

Love the way you are!!

Never want to change your style
Don’t put mascara on your eyes!!
I still remember
Your fearless strolls on the street!!
When you wearing no makeup
And made my heart beat!!
I longed to look
In those innocent eyes!!
Which are lost somewhere
Beneath so many artificial layers!!
I yearn to talk those careless conversations
Which we made without any hesitations!!
Now your clever talks made me feel so lonely
It seems I have lost you already my Lovely!!
Though I still hear you sayin “You love me”
The fire in those words seems lost already!!
I told you “Don’t change” and I mean it
I still love you and its for the way you are!!!
Don’t watch over me, I am always waiting
It seems for something, you drifted a little far!!
Time is too less and don’t return too
Before we go too far
Let me say, I need forever, you!!
Just embrace me and Hold me tight
No aroma can make me feel good
I love the odor of your hairs!!
Can keep on repeating that I need you
Just play the game of love with me
With trust and be fair!!
The fire of old times
I feel is still burning, afar!!
Hold my grip a little tight, be original
I will always love you for the way you are!!!!

Defeat!!!!

Its when you get defeated
You will know how will it be like a winner!!
You know where to improve
You ask questions
Create a platform, to launch again!!
Get a feeling of disappointment
Though, nothing wrong in sitting for a moment
Catch up your breath
Make a plan again!!
Explore all your options
And see what went wrong!!
But don't get disgusted
Never let you down
You got a chance
Just to recalculate your option!!
This time
Give your best
See the sky
And have a winner smile!!
In fact one win, even for a winner
No guarantee to win every time!!
Its only persistence
Which will take far, into skies!!
So don't let defeat dishearten you!!
As you are just getting up
To avail the next chance
Let this defeat gives you
Power to withstand the time!!
Those are not powerful
Who win the fight!
Powerful are those
Who fall and again rise!!
So become more powerful
Show the world
Though time might be against you
Still you have the guts!!
To rise again
No matter how many times
Defeat let you down
Win avoid you!!
But you will be courageous
To stand again and again
Till time defeat accepts you
make a winner
not only for once
But for eternity to come
And forever you will remain a winner!!

Tears

They are few drops of water
Give courage when you falter!!
They are emotions, when you need
Someone who will never leave!!
Its when you feel love in your lover eyes
You feel lost when they cry!!
You try to give them strength
And hides your tears in vain!!
Let you drain all the fear
Give you the power when they are near!!
Its when you are full emotion
They are there when you need them most!!
Tears are gateway to heart
Don’t let them depart!!
Don’t show to everyone you across
Fail to know what you might be going through!!
Spend them with care, not every no and then
You never know when you gonna need them!!

Memories – A Poem

They give you pain
They make you cry
Still they are with you, Every time!!
They haunt you like a ghost
Give you sleepless nights!!
But nobody wanna lose them,
What a fight?
It is like a road with no end
Keep on walking with dismay!!
When they revolves before your eyes
Unknown faces comes to life!!
They are so deep in our emotion
Like a pearl in infinite ocean!!
They are yet our unfulfilled desires
We know they are surreal!!
Still we keep them inside
Wanna them to be real!!
Its when, there is no one around
We pick one and go back in time!!
Let tears of joy and dismay fall
Deep within they just smile!!

Love!!

You hear the music on lousy trips
Smile automatically stuck on your lips!!
You feel fingers in your hairs
There is some constant stare!!
Its when you day dream with open eyes
Your paramour smiles from that open skies!!
You feel some unknown power
You want to fly
Touch the sky!!
Bliss is there ever where
All desires seems like fulfilled!!
Birds chirping heard like love song
Night seems so long!!
You wake up in night
Kiss the pillow while hugging so tight!!
You know your love is forever
Time flows when you are together!!
Still when you ask yourself
“Am I in Love?”
You smile and don’t admit!!
Love is so pure and tender
You want all life to surrender!!
For just a moment to live together
You sacrifice all your life forever!!

I will survive, No matter what!!

Whenever I am alone
I am scared and I see no one !!
Whenever there is dead end
No one to support, even friend!!
Whenever I am stuck
I feel lost and like to give up!!
Tears starts to fall as I am scared
I didn’t ask, but things go so wrong!!
I don’t doubt but there is no escape
I want to rest but no solace!!
There are times of darkest despairs
Where ray of hope is hard to see!!
Sudden woes eclipse all the bliss
We require but there is no peace!!
We want explanation, but where
There is emptiness everywhere!!
Life feels so meaningless and no way out
I am so empty that want to shout!!
I want someone, someone to show
There is a hope and I have it too!!
But everyone is going its own way
Nobody has time, and what is there to say!!
I am so confused and terrified
Is there none who can be my guide!!
Is there no way or is it an end
How is it that I am going to stand!!
My skin is burning and lips are dry
Hands are trembling, do I have to die!!
Is there no silver lining or am I blind
Am I human or worst of its kind!!
Whatever, most likely I will simply give up
There is nothing left and seems fight is over!!
I sit down and watch myself get defeated
I feel disgusted and no way this is what I expected!!
If this end to everything and I have to die
Why before it, I can’t give a last try!!
If things cannot go more bad
What is there to be sad!!
Though whom all I know turned their faces
Still I have something here with me!!
I have me, and that’s not too less
I have to come out of this mess!!
The tears I shed are no more
There is an ocean within ready to be explored!!
All the defeats will soon be past
One win I need at last!!
Though the path ahead won’t be easy
But I haven’t even asked them to be easy!!
When living is worthless, its alright to survive
No matter what, just give your best, a last try!!
I may not win, but what is the harm
Night is always darkest in its last hour!!
Soon day has to come, it’s the cycle of time
Today I am trapped, Tomorrow it will be alright!!
Wins too don’t live forever and defeat don’t last
Vicious cycle of ups and downs is so fast!!
I have to just let them pass with a smile
I don’t know how, but I will survive!!