I will survive, No matter what!!

Whenever I am alone
I am scared and I see no one !!
Whenever there is dead end
No one to support, even friend!!
Whenever I am stuck
I feel lost and like to give up!!
Tears starts to fall as I am scared
I didn’t ask, but things go so wrong!!
I don’t doubt but there is no escape
I want to rest but no solace!!
There are times of darkest despairs
Where ray of hope is hard to see!!
Sudden woes eclipse all the bliss
We require but there is no peace!!
We want explanation, but where
There is emptiness everywhere!!
Life feels so meaningless and no way out
I am so empty that want to shout!!
I want someone, someone to show
There is a hope and I have it too!!
But everyone is going its own way
Nobody has time, and what is there to say!!
I am so confused and terrified
Is there none who can be my guide!!
Is there no way or is it an end
How is it that I am going to stand!!
My skin is burning and lips are dry
Hands are trembling, do I have to die!!
Is there no silver lining or am I blind
Am I human or worst of its kind!!
Whatever, most likely I will simply give up
There is nothing left and seems fight is over!!
I sit down and watch myself get defeated
I feel disgusted and no way this is what I expected!!
If this end to everything and I have to die
Why before it, I can’t give a last try!!
If things cannot go more bad
What is there to be sad!!
Though whom all I know turned their faces
Still I have something here with me!!
I have me, and that’s not too less
I have to come out of this mess!!
The tears I shed are no more
There is an ocean within ready to be explored!!
All the defeats will soon be past
One win I need at last!!
Though the path ahead won’t be easy
But I haven’t even asked them to be easy!!
When living is worthless, its alright to survive
No matter what, just give your best, a last try!!
I may not win, but what is the harm
Night is always darkest in its last hour!!
Soon day has to come, it’s the cycle of time
Today I am trapped, Tomorrow it will be alright!!
Wins too don’t live forever and defeat don’t last
Vicious cycle of ups and downs is so fast!!
I have to just let them pass with a smile
I don’t know how, but I will survive!!